So I'll Stay Silent

-and I can't really talk to anyone about it,
Because, I mean...
Why should they care?
I am not their best friend.
I am not their daughter.
I am not their lover.
There's no reason they should bother with me.

And I can't pain the ones I am these things to, because...
-because I have no best friend;
because my parents would just have another problem;
because my lover would feel like he isn't good enough.

I can't explain to anyone what's happening.
I could, but I can't.
But faking the happiness to annoy the ones who hurt me
Just isn't really cutting it anymore.